Like when you first meet me. Our conversation is going to be awkward because I would have absolutely no idea what to talk about. It’s also worst when you’re cute. But if you wait a little I’ll get comfortable around you. Then I’ll start talking so much that it’ll annoy you. I talk alot.
I’ve come to a conclusion. I don’t hate religion, just the ideas of the religious and how hypocritical they are. I’m a luciferian and I feel like I have to hide who I am around certain people. Luciferians follow buddhist practicing and view the bible as a hindrance of humanity evolving. It has nothing to do with Satan but I feel that’s how people see me…..as someone out killing puppies and burning crosses. It’s a shame that people follow religions that supposedly preach love and acceptance but do the opposite. And that’s why I’m a Luciferian, I see everyone as equals. I do not fear a fiery pit, or eternal happiness because eternal happiness is doing what’s right because you’re supposed to. Accepting others as long as they do no ill will to those around you, and showing the world kindness when there is little left, but only to those who deserve it. You wanna know who taught me that? Myself…and that shows more than a 2000 year old doctrine.
Whether you admit it or not, I know the reason we don’t hang out anymore is because I’m a Luciferian. I can’t even joke with you anymore or talk about my boyfriend without you saying it goes against your beliefs. You chose to be a mormon and usually I don’t let religion get in the way of my views on someone but at this point I fucking hate what you’ve become. It’s like walking on eggshells with you…I can’t even show you a cartoon video on youtube without you judging it and saying you’re a good christian girl and don’t like it…..yet you sit there and talk about hentai. I’ve been nothing but nice to you in all the years I’ve known you and I mention Luciferian and ever since it’s like I’m dirt on the side. Luciferians do not fucking worship satan, we worship ourselves and if anything are more buddhist. You ask why I can’t accept god in my life? Because I believe it’s an occult and look at what it’s done to you….