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;-; on We Heart Ithttp://weheartit.com/entry/126509507/via/alezza04
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Forgotten Letter #452 by James Andrew Crosby
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I’m used to missing you at night when all I can think about is how well your arms fit around me and your breath against my neck.

But I think sometimes it hurts the most at 5pm when I’m eating dinner and a song you love comes on the radio. It reminds me if when you used to sing to me and my heart breaks all over again.

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Midnight thoughts (I loved your voice)

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"It used to be that when I thought of you, I would get so happy that I couldn’t help but smile. Now I just get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and it makes me think that I’ll never smile again."

Midnight thoughts (I miss what we were)

"Funny how possibility can lift you. Funny how reality can slam you down."

Cat Patrick, Forgotten
(via quoted-books)


Forgotten Letter #447 by James Andrew Crosby
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just-a-scratch-just-a-scar:

bands/depression blog
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Forgotten Letter #450 by James Andrew Crosby
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"It worries me how relieved I am when I get a text from you because it shows me how desperate I am for you to care."

Midnight Thoughts (its always bad at night)

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Maybe we’ll meet again one day when you’re not so broken and I’m not so jealous. Maybe one day we’ll be right for each other and it won’t be so hard for you to love me. I really hope that one day we’ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way.

But that day isn’t today. Today, you’re too broken and I’m too pushy. Today we don’t quite work out and as much as I care for you, I can’t keep pretending that we do.

So I’m saying goodbye. But maybe one day, I won’t have to.

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Letters to the next (god im going to miss you)